"You got to learn to appreciate people to have peopleappreciatesyou."
I thought life as an unfair creation from God given down to us. Because no matter how fair you try to be, the world seems to not care for what you think nor your pure intention. And no matter how loyal you hold to that someone, that someone seems to not treasures you at all. Nobody truly live for someone else. Everyone live for their own sake...don't they?
"Hey, look at the bright side..."
Indeed. I found those people who really could be called 'family'. Who live up for others. Who won't disappoint you and will always back you up. Those people I never thought would mean something to me. And here I am with them, a part of them. When I said I refuses to understand that there are people who could save me, maybe this time I should give a chance. For them, for myself. Of course, it won't heal that fast. But sometimes, maybe I need a little rest from all those suffocation.
I want to break free. Although I know I wasn't really breaking free, I just force pausing the time of my suffering. I need a closure, but what kind of closure can I have? Because I see none. So I'll take this path; blurring laughter to hide my sadness, faking smile to hide my loneliness.
And that is how it will be...
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